William Shakespeare
A LOVER'S COMPLAINT
From off a hill whose concave womb
reworded
A plaintful story from a sist'ring vale,
My spirits t'attend this double voice
accorded,
And down I laid to list the sad-tuned
tale,
Ere long espied a fickle maid full pale,
Tearing of papers, breaking rings
atwain,
Storming her world with sorrow's wind
and rain.
Upon her head a platted hive of straw,
Which fortified her visage from the sun,
Whereon the thought might think sometime
it saw
The carcase of a beauty spent and done.
Time had not scythed all that youth
begun,
Nor youth all quit, but spite of
heaven's fell rage
Some beauty peeped through lattice of
seared age.
Oft did she heave her napkin to her
eyne,
Which on it had conceited characters,
Laund'ring the silken figures in the
brine
That seasoned woe had pelleted in tears,
And often reading what contents it
bears;
As often shrieking undistinguished woe,
In clamours of all size, both high and
low.
Sometimes her levelled eyes their
carriage ride,
As they did batt'ry to the spheres
intend;
Sometime diverted their poor balls are
tied
To th' orbed earth; sometimes they do
extend
Their view right on; anon their gazes
lend
To every place at once, and nowhere
fixed,
The mind and sight distractedly
commixed.
Her hair, nor loose nor tied in formal
plat,
Proclaimed in her a careless hand of
pride;
For some, untucked, descended her
sheaved hat,
Hanging her pale and pined cheek beside;
Some in her threaden fillet still did
bide,
And, true to bondage, would not break
from thence,
Though slackly braided in loose
negligence.
A thousand favours from a maund she drew
Of amber, crystal, and of beaded jet,
Which one by one she in a river
threw,
Upon whose weeping margent she was set;
Like usury applying wet to wet,
Or monarchs' hands that lets not bounty
fall
Where want cries some, but where excess
begs all.
Of folded schedules had she many a one,
Which she perused, sighed, tore, and
gave the flood;
Cracked many a ring of posied gold and
bone,
Bidding them find their sepulchres in
mud;
Found yet moe letters sadly penned in
blood,
With sleided silk feat and affectedly
Enswathed and sealed to curious secrecy.
These often bathed she in her fluxive
eyes,
And often kissed, and often 'gan to
tear;
Cried, 'O false blood, thou register of
lies,
What unapproved witness dost thou bear!
Ink would have seemed more black and
damned here!
This said, in top of rage the lines she
rents,
Big discontents so breaking their
contents.
A reverend man that grazed his cattle
nigh,
Sometime a blusterer that the ruffle
knew
Of court, of city, and had let go by
The swiftest hours observed as they
flew,
Towards this afflicted fancy fastly
drew;
And, privileged by age, desires to know
In brief the grounds and motives of her
woe.
So slides he down upon his grained bat,
And comely distant sits he by her side;
When he again desires her, being sat,
Her grievance with his hearing to
divide.
If that from him there may be aught
applied
Which may her suffering ecstasy assuage,
'Tis promised in the charity of age.
'Father,' she says, 'though in me you
behold
The injury of many a blasting hour,
Let it not tell your judgement I am old:
Not age, but sorrow, over me hath power.
I might as yet have been a spreading
flower,
Fresh to myself, if I had self-applied
Love to myself, and to no love beside.
'But woe is me! too early I attended
A youthful suit- it was to gain my
grace-
O, one by nature's outwards so commended
That maidens' eyes stuck over all his
face.
Love lacked a dwelling and made him her
place;
And when in his fair parts she did
abide,
She was new lodged and newly deified.
'His browny locks did hang in crooked
curls;
And every light occasion of the wind
Upon his lips their silken parcels
hurls.
What's sweet to do, to do will aptly
find:
Each eye that saw him did enchant the
mind;
For on his visage was in little drawn
What largeness thinks in Paradise was
sawn.
'Small show of man was yet upon his
chin;
His phoenix down began but to appear,
Like unshorn velvet, on that termless
skin,
Whose bare out-bragged the web it seemed
to wear:
Yet showed his visage by that cost more
dear;
And nice affections wavering stood in
doubt
If best were as it was, or best without.
'His qualities were beauteous as his
form,
For maiden-tongued he was, and thereof
free;
Yet if men moved him, was he such a
storm
As oft 'twixt May and April is to see,
When winds breathe sweet, unruly though
they be.
His rudeness so with his authorized
youth
Did livery falseness in a pride of
truth.
'Well could he ride, and often men would
say,
"That horse his mettle from his
rider takes:
Proud of subjection, noble by the sway,
What rounds, what bounds, what course,
what stop he makes!"
And controversy hence a question takes
Whether the horse by him became his
deed,
Or he his manage by th' well-doing
steed.
'But quickly on this side the verdict
went:
His real habitude gave life and grace
To appertainings and to ornament,
Accomplished in himself, not in his
case,
All aids, themselves made fairer by
their place,
Came for additions; yet their purposed
trim
Pierced not his grace, but were all
graced by him.
'So on the tip of his subduing tongue
All kind of arguments and question deep,
All replication prompt, and reason
strong,
For his advantage still did wake and
sleep.
To make the weeper laugh, the laugher
weep,
He had the dialect and different skill,
Catching all passions in his craft of
will,
'That he did in the general bosom reign
Of young, of old, and sexes both
enchanted,
To dwell with him in thoughts, or to
remain
In personal duty, following where he
haunted.
Consents bewitched, ere he desire, have
granted,
And dialogued for him what he would say,
Asked their own wills, and made their
wills obey.
'Many there were that did his picture
get,
To serve their eyes, and in it put their
mind;
Like fools that in th' imagination set
The goodly objects which abroad they
find
Of lands and mansions, theirs in thought
assigned;
And labouring in moe pleasures to bestow
them
Than the true gouty landlord which doth
owe them.
'So many have, that never touched his
hand,
Sweetly supposed them mistress of his
heart.
My woeful self, that did in freedom
stand,
And was my own fee-simple, not in part,
What with his art in youth, and youth in
art,
Threw my affections in his charmed power
Reserved the stalk and gave him all my
flower.
'Yet did I not, as some my equals did,
Demand of him, nor being desired
yielded;
Finding myself in honour so forbid,
With safest distance I mine honour
shielded.
Experience for me many bulwarks builded
Of proofs new-bleeding, which remained
the foil
Of this false jewel, and his amorous
spoil.
'But ah, who ever shunned by precedent
The destined ill she must herself assay?
Or forced examples, 'gainst her own
content,
To put the by-past perils in her way?
Counsel may stop awhile what will not
stay;
For when we rage, advice is often seen
By blunting us to make our wills more
keen.
'Nor gives it satisfaction to our blood
That we must curb it upon others' proof,
To be forbod the sweets that seems so
good
For fear of harms that preach in our
behoof.
O appetite, from judgement stand aloof!
The one a palate hath that needs will
taste,
Though Reason weep, and cry it is thy
last.
'For further I could say this man's
untrue,
And knew the patterns of his foul
beguiling;
Heard where his plants in others'
orchards grew;
Saw how deceits were gilded in his
smiling;
Knew vows were ever brokers to defiling;
Thought characters and words merely but
art,
And bastards of his foul adulterate
heart.
'And long upon these terms I held my
city,
Till thus he 'gan besiege me: "Gentle
maid,
Have of my suffering youth some feeling
pity,
And be not of my holy vows afraid.
That's to ye sworn to none was ever
said;
For feasts of love I have been called
unto,
Till now did ne'er invite nor never woo.
'"All my offences that abroad you
see
Are errors of the blood, none of the
mind;
Love made them not; with acture they may
be,
Where neither party is nor true nor
kind.
They sought their shame that so their
shame did find;
And so much less of shame in me remains
By how much of me their reproach
contains.
'"Among the many that mine eyes
have seen,
Not one whose flame my heart so much as
warmed,
Or my affection put to th' smallest
teen,
Or any of my leisures ever charmed.
Harm have I done to them, but ne'er was
harmed;
Kept hearts in liveries, but mine own
was free,
And reigned commanding in his monarchy.
'"Look here what tributes wounded
fancies sent me,
Of paled pearls and rubies red as blood;
Figuring that they their passions
likewise lent me
Of grief and blushes, aptly understood
In bloodless white and the encrimsoned
mood-
Effects of terror and dear modesty,
Encamped in hearts, but fighting
outwardly.
'"And, lo, behold these talents of
their hair,
With twisted metal amorously empleached,
I have receiv'd from many a several
fair,
Their kind acceptance weepingly
beseeched,
With the annexions of fair gems
enriched,
And deep-brained sonnets that did
amplify
Each stone's dear nature, worth, and
quality.
'"The diamond? why, 'twas beautiful
and hard,
Whereto his invised properties did tend;
The deep-green em'rald, in whose fresh
regard
Weak sights their sickly radiance do
amend;
The heaven-hued sapphire and the opal
blend
With objects manifold; each several
stone,
With wit well blazoned, smiled, or made
some moan.
'"Lo, all these trophies of
affections hot,
Of pensived and subdued desires the
tender,
Nature hath charged me that I hoard them
not,
But yield them up where I myself must
render-
That is, to you, my origin and ender;
For these, of force, must your oblations
be,
Since I their altar, you enpatron me.
'"O then advance of yours that
phraseless hand
Whose white weighs down the airy scale
of praise;
Take all these similes to your own
command,
Hallowed with sighs that burning lungs
did raise;
What me your minister for you obeys
Works under you; and to your audit comes
Their distract parcels in combined sums.
'"Lo, this device was sent me from
a nun,
Or sister sanctified, of holiest note,
Which late her noble suit in court did
shun,
Whose rarest havings made the blossoms
dote;
For she was sought by spirits of richest
coat,
But kept cold distance, and did thence
remove
To spend her living in eternal love.
'"But, O my sweet, what labour is't
to leave
The thing we have not, mast'ring what
not strives,
Playing the place which did no form
receive,
Playing patient sports in unconstrained
gyves!
She that her fame so to herself
contrives,
The scars of battle scapeth by the
flight,
And makes her absence valiant, not her
might.
'"O pardon me in that my boast is
true!
The accident which brought me to her eye
Upon the moment did her force subdue,
And now she would the caged cloister
fly.
Religious love put out religion's eye.
Not to be tempted, would she be immured,
And now to tempt all liberty procured.
'"How mighty then you are, O hear
me tell!
The broken bosoms that to me belong
Have emptied all their fountains in my
well,
And mine I pour your ocean all among.
I strong o'er them, and you o'er me
being strong,
Must for your victory us all congest,
As compound love to physic your cold
breast.
'"My parts had pow'r to charm a
sacred nun,
Who, disciplined, ay, dieted in grace,
Believed her eyes when they t'assail
begun,
All vows and consecrations giving place,
O most potential love, vow, bond, nor
space,
In thee hath neither sting, knot, nor
confine,
For thou art all, and all things else
are thine.
'"When thou impressest, what are
precepts worth
Of stale example? When thou wilt
inflame,
How coldly those impediments stand
forth,
Of wealth, of filial fear, law, kindred,
fame!
Love's arms are peace, 'gainst rule,
'gainst sense, 'gainst
shame.
And sweetens, in the suff'ring pangs it
bears,
The aloes of all forces, shocks and
fears.
'"Now all these hearts that do on
mine depend,
Feeling it break, with bleeding groans
they pine,
And supplicant their sighs to your
extend,
To leave the batt'ry that you make
'gainst mine,
Lending soft audience to my sweet
design,
And credent soul to that strong-bonded
oath,
That shall prefer and undertake my
troth."
'This said, his wat'ry eyes he did
dismount,
Whose sights till then were levelled on
my face;
Each cheek a river running from a fount
With brinish current downward flowed
apace.
O, how the channel to the stream
gave grace!
Who glazed with crystal gate the glowing
roses
That flame through water which their hue
encloses.
'O father, what a hell of witchcraft
lies
In the small orb of one particular tear!
But with the inundation of the eyes
What rocky heart to water will not wear?
What breast so cold that is not warmed
here?
O cleft effect! cold modesty, hot wrath,
Both fire from hence and chill
extincture hath.
'For lo, his passion, but an art of
craft,
Even there resolved my reason into
tears;
There my white stole of chastity I
daffed,
Shook off my sober guards and civil
fears;
Appear to him as he to me appears,
All melting; though our drops this
diff'rence bore:
His poisoned me, and mine did him
restore.
'In him a plenitude of subtle matter,
Applied to cautels, all strange forms
receives,
Of burning blushes or of weeping water,
Or swooning paleness; and he takes and
leaves,
In either's aptness, as it best
deceives,
To blush at speeches rank, to weep at
woes,
Or to turn white and swoon at tragic
shows;
'That not a heart which in his level
came
Could scape the hail of his all-hurting
aim,
Showing fair nature is both kind and
tame;
And, veiled in them, did win whom he
would maim.
Against the thing he sought he would
exclaim;
When he most burned in heart-wished
luxury,
He preached pure maid and praised cold
chastity.
'Thus merely with the garment of a Grace
The naked and concealed fiend he
covered,
That th' unexperient gave the tempter
place,
Which, like a cherubin, above them
hovered.
Who, young and simple, would not be so
lovered?
Ay me, I fell, and yet do question make
What I should do again for such a sake.
'O, that infected moisture of his eye,
O, that false fire which in his cheek so
glowed,
O, that forced thunder from his heart
did fly,
O, that sad breath his spongy lungs
bestowed,
O, all that borrowed motion, seeming
owed,
Would yet again betray the
fore-betrayed,
And new pervert a reconciled maid.'